Michael Joseph Sharp

My love, my heart, my everything. I miss you everyday. The kids are handling things not the best. I love you my darling. Love, Aimee

Who would know that it had been 41 days since you passed. It feels like it was yesterday. The grieving has not gotten any better, but I think the kids are getting there. They are seeing guidance counselors at school multiple times a week. Jamison and Zoey have their own psychologists. I am seeing a psychologist weekly as well as a psychiatrist. This has been the absolute above all worst thing that has happened to me in my life to this point and I don't know how to handle it at all. I said at your funeral that if you needed one more beer I would have gotten it for you as opposed to what has happened. I truly think that you would still alive yet. I talk to you mom on occasion. The rest of the family (excluding Joe and Candee) I have separated from. As you should know when someone dies there needs to be a scapegoat… and that's me. And that's not helping me one bit. Your brother hates me and evidently to him I am a danger to my children… which is the most obscene this I have ever heard especially coming from someone that dumped you two years ago when you needed him the most. But alas…. I guess that what he gets to deal with that. Your sister… I have no clue. I do know that they all had a powwow while I was not present and all of a sudden things changed. I don't know what was said about me but my only guess is that it was something that came out of your mouth. I really hope that I am wrong on this one. Anyway… I love you, I miss you everyday. I hope that you are in heaven with your sister but I'm also hoping that you come and check on us from time to time.